Fabulous

Seriously, I have nothing to blog nowadays.. Life is just as usual, besides different dishes served on the table everyday. Walking on the street everyday, I start thinking, I am a part of the world, not because of who I am, or what I am, it's because I am just so precious to HIM that HE gave me life so everyday of my life could be fabulous.

I went to hillsongs church this morning. I didn't know how it took me so long to finally step into this church. I mean, it is absolutely fantastic! I am pleased to know there are still people out there, actively worship our God. When it comes to Jesus, every single person seems becoming ONE, as we all focus on the same thing, praise the same God, ask from the same mighty one.. A lot of people might think, "oh religion is shit, religious is crime". Tell you what, you are nothing without Jesus, though you have lot of money, have good reputation, or think you rule your own life, or bla bla bla.... you do not have the most important thing in your life, and that is pathetic.

Christmas break is just around the corner, at this point of time, not to mention the exams that will knock our head off, I am thinking of what I could do in this long holiday. Not a job, a voluntary work might be good, or maybe getting involved in godly activity would be perfect. Fingers crossed!

As for my work, it has never been fun, but I am glad I am committed into this university. Work just couldn't be any lesser, they just keep coming and coming until you hold a white flag and surrender. I am currently working on a research team, trying to find out human taste sensitivity on particular chemical compound which contains bitter taste. It seems fun, but all we need is teamwork and co-operation. Wish me luck.

It snowed again last night. Waking up this morning, looking out the window, thin layer of snow scattering everywhere. It looks fab, even better when you go out feeling chilly on your leg. It was 0 degree.

My life - My thought

Life can be saying as indescribable actually, and by that, neither does it mean indescribably good nor bad. Just bear in mind, I don't know how to describe it.

Since I joined the university group, my life has become totally different. As for the timetable itself, I think I had biologically made some adjustment to fit in. But till now, I still don't think my time is as flexible as it was before in Malaysia. Reason for that, I can't describe.

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(anyway, the gaps above are meant to be something. It's just that blogger sucks, they disappear when I publish my post and I can't be bothered to do it now. Will fill it out later)

These things have literally filled up 85% of my mind. I can't afford to spare another 15% of my mental energy to any other things else besides doing nothing, surf the net or do something that actually makes me feel good. I seriously need some sort of hard disc expansion to my mind. But how can I do it? I am mentally busy...(not to mention THE control freak in this case)

One of my friend was telling me she is soul-searching at the moment. She used to have eye piercing but she took it off.
"What I was in Vancouver doesn't mean what I am in London"
That's her reply to me.
"What prompt you to do so? I mean, it's obviously a big move and that impulsive gesture of yours, ..."
"I want to figure out what I want. I think I'm not in the right place, doing what I should do right now."

People always need someone to tell them what they want, don't they?
Do you really know what you want? Or are you doing something that someone had told you before you actually want it?

All in all, life sucks cause it has to be in this way.
Still, I hate control geek!